Late night encounters #16 Kreedz
It's easy to be careless, it takes courage to care. And the worst part about this "job" is that you can loose the habit, you can't think properly with all these comments. You're unable to make new memories. Also the thing that people don't usually say; thank you, well at-least I am here to tell you, you're doing a great job and I'm thankful for it. You're doing a job none of us can do.
The only person I can really talk to, is myself. I bet alot of you people wanted to tell someone to fuck off? I mean the whole thing is fucked, how can it not be?
Being so mad at someone on-line that you have the urge to tell him to fuck off, over the fucking Internet.. Listen ok; Knock off the bullshit. Some of you somehow maintain a sense of humor, I personally believe that this is a key for future purposes. But at the same time, I can't manage it to some levels, it's really hard for me. I'm a very cynical and angry person.
Ever since I were a kid, my eye's been closed at certain points, and why is that? You're all welcome to talk and contact me, but please, don't have expectations of me. We all need something to distract us from the complexity and realness of reality. No-one ever want to think about the struggle it takes to be someone, somebody, or what it takes to become someone. When real people talk to each-other; there's this feeling that both parts see each-other, everyone cant expect everything from once and other. But in my opinion we all have such a responsibility towards our young, so that they don't fall apart. Falling by the waistline, becoming insignificant and unreliable. We need to teach them how to act, how to expect feelings, and even how to take criticism. It's not the end of the world because someone gives you some criticism or thought of their mind. Something that I recently discovered is that I'm a non person, I'm definitely not here. You all might see me, but at the same time I'm a hollow shell of something that might have been. Might have worked.
Thanks Fantasm for your question somewhere in here.
Let's kick it, motherfucking Kreedz everyone!
The only person I can really talk to, is myself. I bet alot of you people wanted to tell someone to fuck off? I mean the whole thing is fucked, how can it not be?
Being so mad at someone on-line that you have the urge to tell him to fuck off, over the fucking Internet.. Listen ok; Knock off the bullshit. Some of you somehow maintain a sense of humor, I personally believe that this is a key for future purposes. But at the same time, I can't manage it to some levels, it's really hard for me. I'm a very cynical and angry person.
Ever since I were a kid, my eye's been closed at certain points, and why is that? You're all welcome to talk and contact me, but please, don't have expectations of me. We all need something to distract us from the complexity and realness of reality. No-one ever want to think about the struggle it takes to be someone, somebody, or what it takes to become someone. When real people talk to each-other; there's this feeling that both parts see each-other, everyone cant expect everything from once and other. But in my opinion we all have such a responsibility towards our young, so that they don't fall apart. Falling by the waistline, becoming insignificant and unreliable. We need to teach them how to act, how to expect feelings, and even how to take criticism. It's not the end of the world because someone gives you some criticism or thought of their mind. Something that I recently discovered is that I'm a non person, I'm definitely not here. You all might see me, but at the same time I'm a hollow shell of something that might have been. Might have worked.
Thanks Fantasm for your question somewhere in here.
Let's kick it, motherfucking Kreedz everyone!