A private conversation...
Hello community,
Due to the recent chatter caused by inactivity, I had a talk with a guy I respect and later on it crossed my mind to post the entire conversation, hoping it will answer some questions you guys have. It will also give you a look into my mind right now and how I'm looking at this entire situation. It's a private conversation, but fame gave me the greenlight to post it.
Perhaps some of you won't get the point of this, perhaps some will, but at least it shows you I'm VERY OPEN to anything. (and sorry for the English, it is just raw material)
4:56 PM - [#kzro]CyclopP: what do you suggest?
5:04 PM - FAME: just like you lowered mapchecking standarts you need to do the same for demochecking. you don't need to check every demo for cheats but rather only suspicious demos and for such job you already have me and some other people in the background
5:05 PM - FAME: recruit a person who's going to make releases with some basic demo analyse, you don't need anything more than that
5:07 PM - FAME: there's still a lot of people who want to help, I recently found 5(!) demo admins for cosy
5:07 PM - FAME: and from what X told me, both X and X want to help with xj demo releases
5:07 PM - [#kzro]CyclopP: X I know
5:08 PM - [#kzro]CyclopP: ok, you are right
5:08 PM - [#kzro]CyclopP: this is how we will do it
1:41 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: is it possible you can contact some guys you know that are willing to help pls?
1:41 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: Im doing that as well, but both X and X are offline
1:42 AM - FAME: the thing is that I don't know who wants to help
1:42 AM - FAME: X told me about X and X but I'm not sure whether it's true
1:43 AM - FAME: it would be better if you make a post or something
1:43 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: X said he wants to help, he didnt specifically asked for demo part
1:43 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: he only wanted to take care of things around the website
1:43 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: nothing specific
1:43 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: like moderating it
1:44 AM - FAME: I bet X doesn't really want to take care of demos as well
1:44 AM - FAME: at least he said that he doesn't have time for it @ cosy
1:44 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: the system should had been changed long ago
1:45 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: those who were in charge while there were still active admins should had thought of this
1:46 AM - FAME: idk... people don't need much nowadays, they're fine as long as there are regular releases
1:46 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: thats true
1:46 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: but im not fine with that
1:47 AM - FAME: they don't even talk about csgo or kzmod anymore
1:49 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: its so frustrating, trust me
1:49 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: having all the pieces to the puzzle but no way to connect it
1:52 AM - FAME: why you don't consider passing CEO position so someone else?
1:53 AM - FAME: I mean when people are not happy with you and you don't want to leave it looks like some kind of dictatorship
1:53 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: so there arent anyone to take care of some damn demos, but there is one to take care of everything?
1:53 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: this website isnt a country, dont think like that
1:53 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: XJ is something private, who belongs to someone, even tho its opened to public
1:54 AM - FAME: no one is going to offer their help unless you ask for it
1:54 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: someone is paying for it, from their own pocket, its not crowd funding, like in a state
1:55 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: this is all im doing, asking
1:55 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: thats the problem
1:55 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: and no one is offering
1:57 AM - FAME: lets see what X/X say, if they want to take CEO position I'd honestly give them a try
1:58 AM - FAME: like, it can't lead to something bad
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: that will never happen
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: I am overseeing everything
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: COO, Manager etc is something else
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: Im open to that
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: and admins
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: not ceo
1:59 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: why they seek for a title?
1:59 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: it matters if it says CEO or COO ?
1:59 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: or what?
1:59 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: what you guys is asking for is not logical
2:00 AM - FAME: I think they just want full control over website so they could bring their ideas to life
2:00 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: and you just said X doesnt even have time to take care of demos in CC, which is a small community, but he has time to lead XJ?
2:00 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: they can do that from any position
2:00 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: have I ever shut you down on smt you came at me?
2:01 AM - FAME: many admins were complaining that they don't have access to do something they could help with
2:01 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: thats technical man, its not me
2:01 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: or someone else
2:01 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: its simply technical
2:02 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: technology
2:02 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: come on, i dont see any viable argument here
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: if you guys really care (not talking to you directly), everyone who is talking now, should have come to me, or should have asked to come at them, doesnt matter, and say
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: hey ovidiu, I want to help you with this and this
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: ok, next guys, ovidiu, i can do this
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: so and on
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: but that never happened
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: only X and X did that
2:05 AM - FAME: everything was much easier when X was around
2:05 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: and you know what? the simple fact that they are talking this nonsense now it clearly shows they are not ready nor prepared to lead a community
2:06 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: they arent even ready for basic things, like a demo release
2:06 AM - FAME: so just announce that you're looking for COO/CTO and I bet you find someone
2:07 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: like I found 8 coders for the new website
2:07 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: where are they now?
2:07 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: where are all the accepted admins?
2:07 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: like I said, its easier to talk on chatbox that to do actual stuff
2:08 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: i dont mind that
2:08 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: for the simple fact THIS IS a democracy, I let them talk trash
2:08 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: otherwise I wouldnt had
2:08 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: you worked with me, how many times I was wrong?
2:08 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: how many times I took bad decisions?
2:09 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: when I recruited you, literally 99% of the community bashed me
2:09 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: I took that shit because I knew it was a good decision
2:09 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: do you think it was easy for me?
2:11 AM - FAME: now you have to make another decision regarding xjs future
2:11 AM - FAME: otherwise it's not gonna end well
2:11 AM - FAME: I understand that people don't want to help etc, but still you have to find some solution
2:15 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: the only real solution I know it will save and bring XJ to another level is only if I work my ass off, which im curently doing, so I can actually help XJ with more than some work. XJ needs money, needs money for a new website. It needs money for various projects that will change XJ. One admin now who will do some demo release and after 1 month it will quit will not save XJ.
2:25 AM - FAME: I would love to see a new website but as for me it's kinda irrational to go for it considering current users activity, it simply doesn't worth it
2:26 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: its connected
2:26 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: its a two ways street
2:26 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: you need new website (and big projects) for big activity
2:26 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: but then you need big activity to justify a new website
2:39 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: btw just crossed my mind
2:39 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: would you mind if I take this conversation and post it on frontpage?
2:39 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: as a news
2:39 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: it will answer a lot of questions and it will give them a chance for a look into my mind right now
2:41 AM - FAME: yeah I don't mind
So yea, this is it. Normally I wouldn't have done this, but I think you guys deserve it. I'm aware it is not much, but at least you've read some honest words. It is just something for the night. I will prepare actual news in the meantime.
Please use the comments section below to share your ideas. I'm open to anything.
Best regards,
Due to the recent chatter caused by inactivity, I had a talk with a guy I respect and later on it crossed my mind to post the entire conversation, hoping it will answer some questions you guys have. It will also give you a look into my mind right now and how I'm looking at this entire situation. It's a private conversation, but fame gave me the greenlight to post it.
Perhaps some of you won't get the point of this, perhaps some will, but at least it shows you I'm VERY OPEN to anything. (and sorry for the English, it is just raw material)
4:56 PM - [#kzro]CyclopP: what do you suggest?
5:04 PM - FAME: just like you lowered mapchecking standarts you need to do the same for demochecking. you don't need to check every demo for cheats but rather only suspicious demos and for such job you already have me and some other people in the background
5:05 PM - FAME: recruit a person who's going to make releases with some basic demo analyse, you don't need anything more than that
5:07 PM - FAME: there's still a lot of people who want to help, I recently found 5(!) demo admins for cosy
5:07 PM - FAME: and from what X told me, both X and X want to help with xj demo releases
5:07 PM - [#kzro]CyclopP: X I know
5:08 PM - [#kzro]CyclopP: ok, you are right
5:08 PM - [#kzro]CyclopP: this is how we will do it
1:41 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: is it possible you can contact some guys you know that are willing to help pls?
1:41 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: Im doing that as well, but both X and X are offline
1:42 AM - FAME: the thing is that I don't know who wants to help
1:42 AM - FAME: X told me about X and X but I'm not sure whether it's true
1:43 AM - FAME: it would be better if you make a post or something
1:43 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: X said he wants to help, he didnt specifically asked for demo part
1:43 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: he only wanted to take care of things around the website
1:43 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: nothing specific
1:43 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: like moderating it
1:44 AM - FAME: I bet X doesn't really want to take care of demos as well
1:44 AM - FAME: at least he said that he doesn't have time for it @ cosy
1:44 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: the system should had been changed long ago
1:45 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: those who were in charge while there were still active admins should had thought of this
1:46 AM - FAME: idk... people don't need much nowadays, they're fine as long as there are regular releases
1:46 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: thats true
1:46 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: but im not fine with that
1:47 AM - FAME: they don't even talk about csgo or kzmod anymore
1:49 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: its so frustrating, trust me
1:49 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: having all the pieces to the puzzle but no way to connect it
1:52 AM - FAME: why you don't consider passing CEO position so someone else?
1:53 AM - FAME: I mean when people are not happy with you and you don't want to leave it looks like some kind of dictatorship
1:53 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: so there arent anyone to take care of some damn demos, but there is one to take care of everything?
1:53 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: this website isnt a country, dont think like that
1:53 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: XJ is something private, who belongs to someone, even tho its opened to public
1:54 AM - FAME: no one is going to offer their help unless you ask for it
1:54 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: someone is paying for it, from their own pocket, its not crowd funding, like in a state
1:55 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: this is all im doing, asking
1:55 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: thats the problem
1:55 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: and no one is offering
1:57 AM - FAME: lets see what X/X say, if they want to take CEO position I'd honestly give them a try
1:58 AM - FAME: like, it can't lead to something bad
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: that will never happen
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: I am overseeing everything
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: COO, Manager etc is something else
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: Im open to that
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: and admins
1:58 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: not ceo
1:59 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: why they seek for a title?
1:59 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: it matters if it says CEO or COO ?
1:59 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: or what?
1:59 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: what you guys is asking for is not logical
2:00 AM - FAME: I think they just want full control over website so they could bring their ideas to life
2:00 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: and you just said X doesnt even have time to take care of demos in CC, which is a small community, but he has time to lead XJ?
2:00 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: they can do that from any position
2:00 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: have I ever shut you down on smt you came at me?
2:01 AM - FAME: many admins were complaining that they don't have access to do something they could help with
2:01 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: thats technical man, its not me
2:01 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: or someone else
2:01 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: its simply technical
2:02 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: technology
2:02 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: come on, i dont see any viable argument here
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: if you guys really care (not talking to you directly), everyone who is talking now, should have come to me, or should have asked to come at them, doesnt matter, and say
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: hey ovidiu, I want to help you with this and this
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: ok, next guys, ovidiu, i can do this
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: so and on
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: but that never happened
2:03 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: only X and X did that
2:05 AM - FAME: everything was much easier when X was around
2:05 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: and you know what? the simple fact that they are talking this nonsense now it clearly shows they are not ready nor prepared to lead a community
2:06 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: they arent even ready for basic things, like a demo release
2:06 AM - FAME: so just announce that you're looking for COO/CTO and I bet you find someone
2:07 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: like I found 8 coders for the new website
2:07 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: where are they now?
2:07 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: where are all the accepted admins?
2:07 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: like I said, its easier to talk on chatbox that to do actual stuff
2:08 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: i dont mind that
2:08 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: for the simple fact THIS IS a democracy, I let them talk trash
2:08 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: otherwise I wouldnt had
2:08 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: you worked with me, how many times I was wrong?
2:08 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: how many times I took bad decisions?
2:09 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: when I recruited you, literally 99% of the community bashed me
2:09 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: I took that shit because I knew it was a good decision
2:09 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: do you think it was easy for me?
2:11 AM - FAME: now you have to make another decision regarding xjs future
2:11 AM - FAME: otherwise it's not gonna end well
2:11 AM - FAME: I understand that people don't want to help etc, but still you have to find some solution
2:15 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: the only real solution I know it will save and bring XJ to another level is only if I work my ass off, which im curently doing, so I can actually help XJ with more than some work. XJ needs money, needs money for a new website. It needs money for various projects that will change XJ. One admin now who will do some demo release and after 1 month it will quit will not save XJ.
2:25 AM - FAME: I would love to see a new website but as for me it's kinda irrational to go for it considering current users activity, it simply doesn't worth it
2:26 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: its connected
2:26 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: its a two ways street
2:26 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: you need new website (and big projects) for big activity
2:26 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: but then you need big activity to justify a new website
2:39 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: btw just crossed my mind
2:39 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: would you mind if I take this conversation and post it on frontpage?
2:39 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: as a news
2:39 AM - [#kzro]CyclopP: it will answer a lot of questions and it will give them a chance for a look into my mind right now
2:41 AM - FAME: yeah I don't mind
So yea, this is it. Normally I wouldn't have done this, but I think you guys deserve it. I'm aware it is not much, but at least you've read some honest words. It is just something for the night. I will prepare actual news in the meantime.
Please use the comments section below to share your ideas. I'm open to anything.
Best regards,